fail

clearly i failed with my 365 project..
yeah i knew this would happen...
and so.. this picture yes i kno its very emo
but this is how i've been feeling lately.
and yes it is self portrait.

i feel like im in bunch of shit right now.
and i wonder what i'm doing.
things seem pretty pointless.
my bf and i dont' even kno each other.
we're like fighting every 10 seconds..
and its funny because we've only been dating for 6 days now.

i thought you were supposed to be really happy and all when you date someone.. well at least for the beginning part of it.
guess its not how it works.
because well i'm really stressed... hahahahah maybe its just today
like things arent working very well today. i dont kno.
or maybe we just need some time to get to kno each other
but i dont kno things seem pretty blurred and weird
don't kno how to explain it...
hmmmm iweird yes.
emo? yes
depressed? maybe

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12/365

today was very productive..
lol i did all my hw and reviewed what i learnt and read ahead!
i skipped ropes too! ahah i am proud!
i am webcamming with keith right now
he's so funny hahah
and im listening to only human by k!
love it!

hmmm today's picture..
i kno its very cliched... but ah well...
just felt like saying this to someone >.<


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10/365, 11/365

ahahah i forgot to post my picture yesterday... lol but i did take pictures both day.. i just didn't post it up.. so its stil ok right?
so yesterday's picture is of dalhouse.. i was waitng for selena and she was late.. ahah lol so i was bored and decided to take this pic.
yesterday was a busy day. i went to church and then after i hung out with selena, keith, robert, andy, chris yim, will... lol and we ate and then went to bbt without chris yim and will.. and then after bernie and angus came.. fun day!



and today's picture is of maru.
i was about to take a shower so i was getting my stuff and when i came back to the bathroom he was sitting in the sink like that lol he was so cute.
ahah
oh yeah and then selena , tenyu and livy came over and we ate dduk bok ee lol it was good bahah tenyu and livy thought it was realy spicy.


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9/365

TODAY was the BROWNSBALL
I was so excited for it for the whole week that when it was morning, i wasn't that excited. lol but then once we were getting ready i was really excited.
So I brought all my stuff to schoool so i can go straight to cecili'as house after school. lol ahah we decided to go to crowfoot and buy some false eyelashes. lol and so we were walking with my big bulky bags and we got hungry and went to mcdonald. Since I looked like a total hobo before brownsball, i didn't want to meet anyone.. but then of course! people i know HAVE TO WALK IN to macdonald and see me right? lol ahah gosh! likke non school people i mean.and then Cecilia and I met tricia there and met this other guy called Tod.. or whatever i dont know lol he was pretty cool ahah
and then we went to shoppers and got falsies... and then we were walking to the bus stop
and we saw 76 coming!!!@ so we started running and there was willie just staring at us bahah that was pretty funny. So i was getting ready for browns ball and i accidently flooded cecilia's bathroom when i was taking a shower.. and getting ready was like a rush but it was still so much fun. and then the whole dance was awesome! except for rockstar part. but its ok!! other thing made my day XD and then we went to bubbles.
hahah bubbles was awesome too because we thought that this random guy was stanley or whatever so we did some weidr stuff and it ended up not being him... hahahahha that was embarassing but still fun.
gosh my feet are so sore right now. haha
althou this pic is late, idid take it on feb 5 so it counts!
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8/365

TOMORROW IS BROWNSBALL!
so here are some of the stuff i'll be using for brownsball!
lol crystal helped me today
she's the best <- she told me to type this ahahahahahahahahahhahahaha cause she's sitting right beside me right now. lol we actually did some homework and studying today. WE ARE PROUD!! bahahahaha... should study for chem exam now.


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7/365

so today i had my bio 20 review quiz....
and then there was the whole open house thing so me, raiza, rizza, michelle, sarah stayed after school until 8 for the dance open house. crystal and nicole joined us later. the whole practicing part was good... until this biotch came along. but i wont talk about her because this is my SACRED blog! ahahahahahah such a loser.
I'm in a study mood today. so here is a picture of my chemistry book! :D

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6/365

OK daniel is over at my house to study bio right now.... cause he doesnt have his textbook
but his feet stinks alot!
today i got to play around with my bio teacher's snake. it was realy fun.
hm i think i havent studied enough today
i will not go to sleep until i am satisfied????//?
okay lol and i tired to take some wet hair pictures...self portrait
FAILED!!! bahaha
so i guess this was just for funn
with maru..he looks so bumed out so cute!
i love him so much!
anyways should go and study..
bio 20 review quiz tomorow!


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5/365

today....... was a lucky day!
first of all...... i saw rockstar in the hallway! ahahah
my heart raced!! <3 omg i don't realy know why i'm fussing over him but... it's fun to fuss over him so i guess it makes it all okay!
hehe and then i found out that he's going to BROWNS BALL which made things much more exciting! school was okay.
I feel like i haven't studied enough.
AFter i do some socializing on computer i will go back to studying!haha
Ooh and i pracitsed for the open house on wednesday... it was hard to remember the chores for eat you up but i manged...some how.. stil sucks tho.
NEEED MORE PRACTISE!

anyways... today, I tried to take some pictures of the stars...
i went out too early when it was still bright.
I should have studied more about how to take pictures of the stars..
i went out ther with zero knowledge and i still manged to get stars on the camera... yet it is clear i failed.
lol i will try again later...
after i know more about them haha but here it is!
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